Posted in Flagyl on August 2, 2016

I cannot present the appearance to stop reliving the past – specifically, the mistakes I made that guide me to this…

I must recognize, I feel it is my indiscretion. Or, if not my fault, hereafter certainly the result of action I took, what one., at the time I hoped were in my most good interest.

Hindsight is 20/20.

And in such a manner was my vision – before I was given 7 cogent antibiotics plus steroids last August.

How did this happen?…

Well, this story actually likely starts back in 2009…

In 2009 I had a tooth pulled. No state of confusion, no fuss.

But in the days and weeks following the gather, I noticed I was getting headaches every day. And that’s not natural for me. As the headaches progressed, such did a pain that ran the floor the entirety of my left side (the side from which they pulled the tooth). I had height pain, neck and shoulder pain, and afterwards pain that ran down my left leg. My vision went blurry.

I knew something was dreadfully wrong so I went to the ER. Twice. They lay the ~ation of nothing wrong.

I went to neuro specialists. They cast nothing wrong.

I asked one: could this exist from the pulled tooth? Might I be under the necessity an infection?

If you had each infection, you;d know it, came his snide reply…

Finally I went to an internist who listened to my tooth hypothesis. While she couldn’t prove corruption, she prescribed me antibiotics. One to brace months’ worth, in fact.

By the extremity of the two months, I was completely healed. No in addition pain, no more headaches, no other blurred vision.

Antibiotics saved my life…

I ween it’s important to keep that in regard with submission as I tell the rest of my chronicle…


July 12 – black uterine venesection presents. I’ve never had this take place before and am terrified. Call my OBGYN. Office maiden says it’s normal and it should descend.

So I wait…

July 18 – horrible bleeding still present. Suddenly abdomen balloons. I master very nauseous. It becomes impossible to take food. After just a bite, I feel uncomfortably full and nauseous. I am agitation and sweating profusely. Fearing something is real wrong, go to ER. In the ER they recite metrically and find I have cervical polyps – this is the action of the bleeding. No cause is construct for nausea. Sent home with disgust meds.

July 20 – Have polyps remote by Gyno. Am assured I exercise volition be feeling 100% ASAP. Says not to count upon more bleeding but he will ~ forth off my polyps to have a lab verify they are cervical and not uterine.

Week of July 20 – loathing, profuse sweating, belly distention and abstruse heart rate continue. As does venesection. Start to feel woozy often. Polyps draw near back from lab. They are uterine. I faculty of volition need minor surgery.

July 24 – Go to the ER afresh for same symptoms. Again, they be able to find nothing wrong in blood tests. See any other gyno for second opinion because rudimentary gyno says nausea etc are the whole of “nerves.” Want to make sure he is honest and that the polyps are my alone problem. Second gyno confirms polyps are everything she can see and prescribes a hormone to improve stop my bleeding.

Weekend: take hormone, get leg cramps. Call second gyno who says leg cramps are not a side effect of hormone. I tell her I accept the side effects sheet and it race-course leg cramps as side effect of hormone. She informs me – to a high degree rudely – so much so it made me weep – that I should 1. never versed in books the warnings and side effects for the cause that doing so would just make me not want to take medicine again and 2. that my qualm, sweating, fainting etc are “all nerves”, goal if I “insist” it’s something besides, I should go see a gastro.

I should cease from here for a moment and speak this was a deciding factor in favor of me – this advice. Not only did it direct to everything that followed, but it also played a role in me catching meds I didn’t trust. Why? Because I didn’t lack to be ridiculed my doctors again.

July 27 – attain appointment with gastro. Make sure gastro is in similar system as other docs so everyone has every one of records. Full on faint for the capital time and spend the rest of the obscurity nauseous, unable to eat, in the couch.

July 28 – Another ER trip. Same results. Can’t outline out what’s wrong. Go to gastro. HERE IS WHERE MY MISTAKES BEGIN. I take effect gastro of the medical history thusfar. I give account him I cannot eat, am sickening all the time, am fainting, am venesection. I tell him the nausea etc came attached about a week after the blood-letting started. I tell him I muse I must have an infection, for the cause that it came on so suddenly and I am sensitive so terrible. Gastro gives me 5 prescriptions. 5.

At this promontory, I already think this is overkill. He does not communicate me what’s wrong with me. He doesn’t divisible by two do any tests. He tells me he wants me to win a colonoscopy (why?) and an EGD and in the purpose time to take the meds.

Cipro 2x a daytime for 14 days. Flagyl 3x a generation for 14 days. Reglan multiple periods a day. Prevacid. And I count the last med was a loathing med or a constipation med.

I persuade the Cipro, Flagyl and Reglan filled. The Prevacid he gave me in samples. I peruse the warnings on each med. Each of these meds has a BLACK BOX WARNING.

This is my side with mistake.

I don’t trust this dr. I apprehend he hasn’t done any tests, and I remember 5 meds is crazy to give someone. Even if something works, in what state do you know which one it is?

At this naze I also didn’t know that which a Black Box Warning was. But I maxim that all of my scripts had individual. So I thought – damnit – that every med had this kind of circumstance on it. I thought that for, as I said, all the meds he gave me had the same.

Among the warnings were: Cipro – could consideration tendinitis. Flagyl – could cause neuropathy. Reglan – could create uncontrollable muscle spasming. I remember telling Scott I was scared of these take ~s effects. I asked if I should take them… further I was feeling so bad – and I had none had a problem with antibiotics in the sight of – so I did as the dr. before-mentioned.

Week of July 28 – I emailed the gastro single times, both to report my progress (I was pathetic better, but I didn’t be aware of which med was doing it) and to detail that I now had numbness in my hands and feet (this was a HUGE monitory sign that he and I missed. He told me I should distinguish a neurologist about the numbness. He didn’t report me it was the meds he prescribed that could subsist causing it) and a lump in my faux that wouldn’t go away. The doc said to cease Cipro because it could effect the throat lump, but I rest by process of elimination that it was verily the Reglan that was causing the lucid in my throat. But ceasing the Reglan in like manner made the nausea come back replete force.

I reported this to my gastro.

This was one important clue. Reglan is used to delight gastroparesis. That it was helping my symptoms was a neon flashing sign that that which I was suffering from was gastroparesis – in what place your stomach and intestines are not persuading food through quickly or efficiently.

The gastro uttered he had an alternative for Reglan – erythromycin – that he didn’t requirement to start me on because erythromycin is every antibiotic and I was already without ceasing the Cipro and Flagyl. He should be under the necessity discontinued C and F and moved me through. If he had, none of the rest force have happened.

Aug. 2 – Back at ER. Despite C and F I am quiescent crazy nauseous, lightheaded, faint, sweaty. My deep is still distended (again, from gastroparesis). ER gyno on call comes down, gets me opposite the C and F and in the room puts me on Doxycycline. This is a equitable in case measure, it seems, for the cause that none of my cultures come up taken in the character of having an infection.

Aug. 7 – surgery set time. I still feel godawful and cannot wait to prepare these polyps out so everything direction be back to normal. I sojourn convinced that when the polyps journey, they’ll take the nausea et the whole of with them. While under anesthesia, I am given an antibiotic to prevent infection. For those of you who are counting, that makes 4 antibiotics in relating to two weeks.

Week after Aug. 7 – I am told the venesection will cease in a few days. It doesn’t. As I declared, I believed the nausea et every part of would go away with the polyps. After totality, the two gynos had said it was condign “nerves.” Now that everything was from one to another and done, no more nerves right? So why was I still so freaking ~ at the stomach?

Aug. 10 – Still bleeding. Still distended brook. Still nausea. Still faint. I email the gastro. He wants to ~le me on erythromicin. I am scared and disbelieving because he has already prescribed likewise much. So I don’t come up with him. I likely should bring forth gone with the erythromycin, based up~ the body what happened next.

I call the gyno company because I have been having more difficulty with pain during urination. In survey, this was likely from the surgery and should require gone away in time. But this was my NEXT BIG MISTAKE. I told the woman of distinction on the gyno phone that I was having barrier peeing and it might be a UTI. She reported she’d prescribe me an antibiotic. I told her I had some antibiotics at home since I had been given more previously. Which ones, she asked. Cipro and Flagyl, I before-mentioned. Cipro oughta do it, she afore~.

Aug. 15 – I am in Baltimore through Scott on a trip we’d planned with a view to months. I seldom leave the couch. I cannot eat. Suddenly the paralysis in my hands and feet becomes fervent pain. And my quads feel like they gain been ripped to shreds while interior my body. I have no creative what’s going on but I am remarkably, very sick. And still bleeding. I polishing the Cipro.

Week of August 15 – I doings to Urgent Care about the kinship and the pain. I am terrified somebody is very wrong. I am terrified I receive something like Pelvic Inflammatory Disease for the reason that I am still bleeding and shouldn’t exist , and I otherwise feel so ill-qualified I am in sincere panic that I may die. Scans last to show nothing. No one be able to tell me why I am in this way ill.

I go to see a different gyno – one my mom recommends. The woman gives me an exam, sees how sick I am, and hospitalizes me. While in the hospital I am given 3 else antibiotics via IV (in the occurrence I do have Pelvic Inflammatory Disease, in the face of negative cultures) and also a hefty draught of steroids so that I be possible to take an iron infusion because I was in like manner low. I go along with all of it because I am in the same manner sick and I think if I am in the hospital they are going to “establish” me.

This was likely the talon in my coffin.

Three days later I am discharged, ever sick as ever, and suddenly my phantom – again, 20/20 previously – goes blurry and won’t correct.

Since then, I have been stumbling from dr. to dr., investigation to research, to figure out which the hell happened to me.

To this generation, I have no idea why I continued to be dropping with blood for 70 days. Or why my determination – once regular as clockwork, went haywire and hasn’t recovered.

But the sort of I have learned is this – I had a extremely stressful 2015 – moved twice, switched jobs, planned a marriage ceremony. I got sick a lot in 2015 for example well. And for those illnesses was given antibiotics.

When the polyps came I dare my body just broke. Anyway, I got dysautonomia, a infrequent neurological disorder wherein the autonomic forcible system (which controls digestion, among other things) stopped operating correctly. It gave me the gastroparesis and fainting symptoms

I never had an infection.

I never should regard been given 1 antibiotic, much not so much 7.

I certainly shouldn’t bear been given Cipro.

But my point to you today, my good family, is – is this my fault? Did I cook this to myself by going to multiple doctors? By not challenging which they prescribed me? By not listening to my take out the bowels of?

Did I do this to myself?

At in the smallest degree in some way, I think so.

And the guilt is perhaps the sole thing that weighs on my for example heavily as my ongoing illness…

Although he inextricably manages work for pharmacology moles.